New drawings

A few months ago, I wrote about how relationships between shapes, their forms fitting together, colors echoing back, and lines weaving through the composition were interesting to me when I originally sketched from my experience on the rocky Scottish beaches. Not only were the rocks beautiful in coloring, but I was also drawn to the old structures built with the stones. They had to be found and fit together by weight and shape. Even the rocks on the ground would naturally settle together with weight and time.


(“Together” 22″ x 30″ oil pastels and charcoal on oil paper)

When friends or family members spend a lot of time together, they seem to settle in to one another comfortably. They just fit. The proximity can make conflicts all the more uncomfortable, but also more easily resolved. Those adjustments and weathering make you even closer over time.


(“Assemble” 22″ x 30″ oil pastels and charcoal on oil paper)

Differences always arise when a group of people get together. This drawing reminds me of those big discussions around simple decisions, like trying to agree on a restaurant for 20 people. Debate, standing around, no one committing.


(“Settle” 22″ x 30″  oil pastels and charcoal on oil paper)

It is wonderful to stay in the same relationship over time, such as a family unit or marriage, because you grow together into almost another organism. You learn about each other, and start to fit together like an old stone wall. Good relationships take time, and trial and error, but the result is ease and comfort.


(“Exchange” 22″ x 30″ oil pastels and charcoal on canvas)

Words between companions can be fiery and passionate. Words can sail out like arrows, for the good of the relationship or to its detriment.


Ultimately, this work is about relationships. Each drawing explores this idea a little differently, but they all point to humans relating to other humans. It’s been many years since I made the original sketches from the landscapes in my small sketchbook, but I’m so happy to be working on these now. The timing is right for me to work into these drawings again.

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Art tourist

I live in a rural area of my rural state, and have done so for most of my life. I do not get to see much in the way of world-famous Art on a regular basis. Then, as a young graduate student, I got to live in Edinburgh, Scotland, for two years! It was wonderful because I would frequently stop in the National Gallery (which was free and on my way to the art college). I got to know that collection very well. I can almost tour it in my memory. My last few days in Edinburgh before leaving it for good, besides giving many tearful goodbyes to my friends, was spent going through this and my other favorite museums. I had gotten used to having access to so much great art. Then I moved back to my rural section of this rural state. I’m not complaining; I love my home. Rural does not equal inferior or bad. It’s a beautiful place with generous people. But I miss big city art museums. I’m always pining for a trip to an art museum. It’s true! Pining. Gaping like a fish out of water. That’s a bit dramatic, I admit; but I truly miss fine art. 

Every couple of years I take a chance to go to a big city and see some great art. A few months ago, I decided I was overdue for some city time and went to Dallas/Ft Worth to visit a friend. She is also an art lover and member of the Kimbell Art Museum. We arrived for my visit to the museum, and I realized the special exhibit was a selection from the National Gallery in Edinburgh! It was like seeing old friends to see these paintings again. 


Seeing my favorite paintings with a favorite friend!

I couldn’t believe how fortunate to go to Texas and see my favorite paintings from the National Gallery of Scotland. The Raeburns, that amazing Rembrandt self portrait, that Sargent portrait of Lady Agnew- they were all there! Brilliant. (And did I mention it was on my birthday?)

The permanent collection at the Kimbell is a solid, well-chosen group of paintings. It is a small and purposeful collection. It has one painting from each of the best artists in the history of artists, and that one painting is always a fantastic choice. I snapped a few pictures of the paintings I spent a lot of time with. 

I loved the lines of this Caravaggio.

I could never get enough Velazquez.


This small Tiepolo is so rich.

Have always loved Munch for his flat, graphic paintings.  

Overall, I highly recommend the Kimbell! A real gem of an art museum, and only eight hours away! Next time you’re in the Dallas area, don’t pass this up. 


  Relationships between shapes, how their forms fit together, colors echoing back, lines weaving through the composition – these ideas appealed to me when I originally sketched from my experience on these rocky Scottish beaches. Not only were the rocks gorgeous in coloring, but I was intrigued by the old structures built with these stones. They had to be found and fit together by weight and shape. Even the rocks on the ground would naturally settle together with weight and time. 

Here is the beginning of my new series based on my sketchbook. I am interested in the fitting together, the relationships, small shapes making up larger structures. There will be more thoughts on that to come as I make more of this series. It may not be obvious (or maybe so), but I am getting great joy from making this work. It’s the feeling of doing what you’re supposed to be doing. I can’t wait to start the next one. 


“Together” Oil pastels and charcoal on oil paper, 22″ x 30″

Here is a painter I have been looking at for many years (but especially now) who also paints relationships between objects. I adore Morandi’s work and encourage you to have a look.  I’m sure you will enjoy it just as much as I do. 

(The following images are Morandi’s work.)   


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The ten year painting

As I was looking for the next thing to do, I found an old oil painting I had started on a wood backing when I was 20 years old. It had a composition starting that I’m sure I thought was finished. Thanks for the head start, 20! Ten years later, I can see it was immature and needed more. Ten years ago, the painting was too open-ended. I needed more life experience first.

When I was younger, I loved for life to be open-ended. I didn’t have any set plans of where I wanted to live and was up for moving around a lot. Being in transit meant I was headed somewhere new and could avoid the mundane, boring, and domestic. Life needed to be exciting! Then I had my first child, and I don’t go anywhere much. This was a difficult adjustment for me to make. I’m grounded for a little while, staying at home most days with two small children, and life is in danger of being mundane.

“This is the story of my life, that while I lived it weighed upon me and pressed against me and filled all my senses to overflowing and now is like a dream dreamed.” (Hannah Coulter, Wendell Berry).

What I’m realizing is that even though I’m at home changing diapers and honing some serious domestic skills that only three other people even notice right now, life is still filling my senses. Every adventure has its darks and lights, or it wouldn’t be an adventure. It is tough to do this work of being a mother and wife and artist. It is turbulent in an inward way, like trying to balance a serving tray in one hand with it all sloshing around. This is this painting. It is being parents of young children and having your senses saturated (much like traveling), being bone tired, but full to the top with love. Little hands reaching for me, needs, requirements, snuggles. It is saturating, but positive.

(“The Family” oil and oil pastels on wood, 30″ x 40″)

What will I think in another ten years? I will probably see how pulled apart I was back then, wanting to be a good mother but also a good artist (is that possible?). I might see the contrasts as something of a life portrait, an image that sums up the anguish of trying to keep it all in balance but having it slosh around and nearly fall off the serving tray. Or I might see a shifting landscape that is turbulent but leading somewhere triumphant. I hope I look at that orange circle in the middle, balancing on the moving peaks, and remember the love we had in our little family. I’m sure it will be like a dream to remember it all as it is now, when I’m 40.




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The untitled stick painting


I am still searching and painting, letting my eyes show me my interests when my brain is not sure. These sticks kept catching my eyes, so I painted them; simple as that. I have no title for this piece yet. It is watercolor, gauche, and charcoal, 10″x18″.




I have a new painting in progress, which I expect will inform my ideas about this one.

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Following my eyes

My work is going to take a detour through some unknown territory. As I mentioned in my last post, I had taken over half a year off to have a baby. Now I am starting from scratch. What was important before? I can’t seem to remember. What do I want to say? I’m looking for it.

(“Looking at a fig tree” 8×10 watercolor)

I am painting those things around me that persuade my eyes to stop and look, and look again.


This includes playing with mediums. I sometimes enjoy what watercolor can do (the way colors run together, the visual textures that appear). The background on this painting is not my best work (sort of blotchy).

(“Painting of a painted plate” 8×10 watercolor)

I have recently moved to a more rural location. My eyes have been taking in the vegetation around me. I enjoy seeing the contrasts in the way nature actually is and how it is portrayed for decorative purposes.


Outside, nature is tangled, barbed, thick, wild. Inside, it is prim, pretty, orderly, decorative.

I have enjoyed looking at Elizabeth Blackadder’s work as I sort through my own ideas. She is a Scottish painter (a fellow Edinburgh College of Art graduate), working in watercolors and oils, painting normal life things. I appreciate that she doesn’t agonize over what to paint and simply paints the objects around her.

(The following images are Blackadder’s work)










I think it’s important for me to trust my eyes. They seem to know my interests before my brain does.

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Labor Dream

Six months ago, I gave birth to my second son. He was a healthy nine pound and one ounce baby (not breech!), about two weeks early. Big brother adores him, we all dote on him. He’s smiley, chubby, has one dimple and two teeth.

“Labor Dream” 8×10 watercolor

My labor took a while to get going, and I became obsessed with timing contractions and finding ways to guess my dilation (this does not help anything). I just wanted to get to 10 centimeters dilation so that it would be over and I would be holding my baby. At some point I dozed off and had a dream where I saw a giraffe and the number 10. That giraffe- I recognized her. My family and I had a humorous encounter with a giraffe family at the zoo when my first son was very young. The giraffe pen contained a family of them with a mother, father, and baby. Mama giraffe was just trying to eat, and her kid giraffe was running circles around her, begging for her attention. The daddy giraffe was standing right exactly beside her, waiting (patiently) for some attention too. It seems that motherhood is exhausting for all species. We laughed at the situation and the poor mama. And in my dream, it was like she returned to remind me that it will be crazy, exhausting, irritating, happy and full, this mothering business; and I would not be lonely or alone very often.


I did eventually get to 10 centimeters and now my arms are very full. It is true that I don’t get many moments to myself, which can be problematic for an artist. But I am getting over it. Good thing I know from experience that this doesn’t last forever. I hope to make one small painting a week. It is more about the practice than the content right now. That will come with practice.

Until next week,